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Theories of Delusional Origin

by Tambersauro

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"Take This and Leave" lyrics by Lance Higdon. My father told me That only the grown-ups learn What happens before they're are born So we must be infants even now Encased in the instant The here and now There aren't any words left for you A moment shook them still Shook them into silence And set your will It's why we're standing, quiet At opposite corners of an empty room I know that you're staring I still can't look at you and I can't forgive you, though my pulse is quick So when you finally open the door Open the door into the silence You go outside without a word I will punch the walls My hands weighted by missing violence And scream until I'm sore
2.
"Make Water Sand" lyrics co-written by Lance Higdon and Jeff Price (Last stanza). Take coiled snares and change their shape Take corpses’ shrouds and make them drapes Throw your staffs and pick up snakes Make the scoundrel stand Let water drop and rust the cage Bend common sense and build a maze Breathe in the Gospel and spit out the phrase Let my decision stand Loot the relics and market them Betray the witness and martyr him Strip mine the sacred and remodel then Make water sand Wherefore no sorrowful passion How come no loving look Instead you offer inconstant fashion And squandered sentences from simple books We're written in the margins of your spaces Afterthoughts about those hidden places Between indulgences and screeds Our arms are extended With both hands open Still we're strangers in all the worlds we've chosen Though we shouldn't weep, it fills and need [Lance Higdon's Latin part] Ipsum deum manifesto in lumine vidi Intrantem muros vocemque his auribus hausi Desine meque tuis incendere teque querelis; Non sponte sequor [Next two parts spoken-sung simultaneously] [Lance Higdon's part] To you we show our varied strands Wound together in charity However uneasily Forgive us, but we love them better Than your ropes of sand [Jeff Price's part] Take a look inside Take a look inside Take a look inside And what do you see Take a look inside And what do you see Take my advise Put your shoulders down Take my advise Put your shoulders down
3.
"A Pilgrimage to Pergola" lyrics co-written by Jeff Price and Lance Higdon (Last stanza). I feel the darkness chasing me Finding me weak and vulnerable A perfect guest to receive what it offers I want to get past all that But when I look outside of myself All I see is the same old path I need to know that there is more than all this I need to see it; I need to feel it Because my faith often fails me And no one is showing me how to succeed Take this life of mine and crush it Then remold it in your image Show me what it all means How it all ties together Please show me a glimpse Even though I am not worthy I had the dream again last night So vivid, so real I felt like I was surrounded by absolute love And it never left me I entered the first room and was taken back Design and layout I had never seen or imagined Through another door Another room completely different I was beside myself [Next two parts sung simultaneously] [Jeff Price's part] Find me And never let me go Crush me Then hold me up Take me And use me [Lance Higdon's Latin part] Aspice me, ut diligam te Voca me, ut videam te Et in aeternum fruar te
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Mitties 04:31
They watch They're scared This is the outrage Of the day Go!
5.
The great façade Is here once again Holding hands Holding hands with death Little minds With little ideas Their timeless traditions Running out of time Greater still The lie within the lie Holding on Holding on with fear Feeble friction With feeble bounds And they really do They really do get All the pats All the pats All the pats On the back
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Hiding behind this mask that I’ve sealed Hoping that no one knows Knows that I am so afraid Knows that I cannot feel Feel what its like to be loved Hoping for something real Sliding down this hill that I’ve made Fearful that someone sees Sees that I‘m here all alone Sees that I did not win Win the prize that means I I am someone
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[Random words spoken by Mike Blackshear in intro] Can’t we feel – feel the one far away Can’t we feel – feel the one far away Deny the words of those that feel out of place And regard, regard the fools in the way Can’t we see – see the one that got away Can’t we see – see that we’re all the same Blue and white balloons unleashed From hands that bleed Never mind that these hands feed them The grass is no longer green Where they stand These motives move them But the plan had no plan See the giants stand on the hill Handing out things for free Some of which makes no sense at all Hold out your hands anyway And let the ones with heads like stone Cut them until they no longer bleed
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Can’t pretend I don’t care So many people hating me Hating me for calling them out The price you pay for seeking the narrow way Love is not blind Love sees what it sees And then some To not speak out That is hate I loved them all and still do But because they love this world More than they love you They hate me as they hate you Their lives now close the case As it does for anyone caught red-handed Over and over it chases me Chases my thoughts and my will Down I go into the pit Another hour wasted on worry Another moment that I could have spent Spent watching my daughter smile Another chance to throw the ball Throw the ball with my son But no; I spent it on the notion That it would somehow change things With those that do not care If I sat and thought about them Over and over again Trying to live Trying to live my life beyond the line Taking a chance Taking a chance that nothing good is free Holding on to absolutes While the many hold on to distraction I stay on and taste this path everyday But in the end it will be worth every second You would think time and age Would change the angles and degrees But all it has done All it has done is secure their hate I beg and beg often Show me your cause Show me your way Show me how to continue Loving those that hate me

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released September 2, 2008

All tracks written, arranged and produced by Tambersauro. All lyrics written by Jeff Price except for "Take This and Leave" and "Make Water Sand" and the various parts in Latin by Lance Higdon.

Mike Blackshear plays guitars, and provides vocals and voicing. Lance Higdon plays drums, cymbals, keyboards, noise devices, and provides vocals and voicing. Jeff Price plays bass guitar, keyboards, noise devices, and provides vocals and voicing. Scott Ritter provides guest percussion. Candice Price and Caleb Price provide guest vocals. Evan Lecker provides guest vocals and voicing.

Recorded on various days in July of 2007 through June of 2008 by Jeff Price at Hill View Studios in Spring, Texas. Assisted by Scott Ritter and Candice Price.

Mixed for compact disc and digital album in June of 2008 by Andrew Hernandez and Jeff Price at Hill View Studios. Assisted by Scott Ritter.

Mastered for compact disc and digital album by Allen Corneau at Essential Sound in Houston, Texas.

Cover photography by Evan Lecker.

Cover design by Jeff Price.

Originally released on compact disc. Compact disc is out of print.

Compact disc and digital album released by Esotype records.

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Tambersauro Houston, Texas

Formed in 2003, Tambersauro is a Houston-based trio. Mike Blackshear plays guitars, Lance Higdon plays drums, cymbals, and operates laptop, and Jeff Price plays bass guitar, keyboards, and provides vocals.

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